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so i stuck in my room watching shinchan non-stop.........................

"to be a man you must have a honour and a penis!!!!!"

hahahahahahahahahha, i love shinchan~~

 

what treatment can cure sore itchy throat?
I'm out of those gargle water, so right now i'm using salt water to replace it..
but i'm scared i will caught a cold, and sore throat usually a sign that will lead you to a cold...

 

We interrupt this boring broadcast to bring you the taste of new restaurant.....near my place...
On Friday 29th of June I am too bored with my home food, therefore i need to go out
there's a new Japanese teppanyaki restaurant opened in Burwood
I went..
real fun, food was nice, of course not nice as the ones in City, but consider good enough
3 of us tried all the set in the menu, there were only three anyways, i ordered the cheapest.
My set includes: Salad (free, they give it to every one), entree (which was takoyaki), miso soup, prawns, fish, chicken, steak, rice and vegetable
my mum has desert in her set, so i hate her desert, which was icecream pancake
My throat was getting better, so i was "genki" enough to eat those food...
the salad came first, of course

 

The entree......

........ continued..

The prawn is soooo big......

OO! the fire was suppose to come up, i didn't take the picture on the right time, he tried few times but it doesn't work..
when our table was doing this, the boy opposite of me got freak out, i laughed at him.....

Rice and vegetables

Desert, which was my mum but i ate it for her....*hehe...

On Tuesday, 3rd of June we went out to city all day, from about 10:30 till a night around 7
So i sort of did a day in my life thingy, which will show in next post..

Preview:
 

Yes, i do have a DS, and i was playing my tamagotchi corner shop...

 

Yo this is me again in a very stress mood

I don't know what things i'm stressing on

probably my DT project again

also yearlies

that reminds me manifest on SEPT

still wondering should i go or not

Anyways, all of you don't know, the last week of school i'm on work placement

yes, again, i still can't define what "smart casual" is
so first day i chocked up a very retarded style

 

All day filing, you never get to finish filing, in some period yes, then later, just keep coming back again..
I never want to work at a medical centre, i hate anything to do with medicine, medical or any thing relate to science
and i have to end up with this...

So i took the bus back which took 1 hour and the sun is already down
you normally drive there within 20 minutes, but the bus took 1 hour to go through here and there, so long....

 

On Tuesday, on morning i got an wonderful news saying my set finally arrived, FINALLY!!  COME ON
i mean even shipping within the country took nearly 3 weeks, i was sooo frustrated!! even though i haven't paid yet, at that time, it's still very disturbing
I literally check up few days each day to see if is arrived or not

the thing you most wanted always take effort and patient to get it...
The set now is coming! coming!! I'm so happy, hope there's no any accident happens, otherwise i will be so devastated
And my balance back to 0 again, also there's bits and pieces to pay, later later

And i'm downloading Gazette Decomposition DVD, everyone stuck at 68%, they should have older songs in the track list, i mean CASSIS!!!
they have silly god disco, but they don't have that...??? RAH~

Anyways, today or Tuesday was uper busy, filing again, but then another type of filing took 1 hour, then forgot, shredding, read book, filing again, o actually, before filing another type of thing, i collected mail, then open and sort mails, when my teacher came, checking on me i have to go out to buy equipment, then later i came back we had a chit chat, then o, before that i actually handle the patient today, o scary...... then check on computer to update info, bla bla
just normal stuff, then at the end one of the reception lady help me with my assessment, yes we have assessment for work placement
how annoying could you get...

sounded boring, because it is, but is busy boring, and you will repeat the alphabet so many times...

little packages are coming...

forgot what i ordered.....
i was gonna order MAM skirt + set, the candy line it's really cute, i don't know why i so fall in love with pink, and pink doesn't match my style...
so i just forget about it

YEAH package came
new shoes! YEAH!! and green tea kit kat...hahahahahha, also she gave me the melon favour too...
I never received an alice and pirates shopping bag before, this is my first one....

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So right now above crap is beginning of the week, now it's end of the week, which suddenly felt bit sad that i left the place
I start to getting know more people and one person working today was very nice, and also the person who also looking for me was here, so we got along very good. I was just handle the patients and calls effectively, and it's already over
bit sad ..... bit sad
but the good news is the manager will ring me if they need people, i can actually get paid....
OOO~~ it means my performance went good...hehehehehe
I was kind of scared when she was come in to my room, then i was like what could this about, then i never expect her to ask or tell me this..
So i was like ok, i don't mind, really, but the thing is i have to work at night, and start at 4, my school finishes at 3, i don't think i will make it, but it will be a long way so i don't mind...

so right now i got nothing to do (i do but not working at the moment), nothing to write, just wait till next week to pick up my set...
o, maybe i'll find the person who can buy the contacts for me...

OMYGD, fucken angelic pretty just updated with like more than 30 new items
WTF?????
My money not going to them anymore, i still have to buy a WII or DS games and camera...
I rather buy stuff than eat for celebration..errrrr

 

I dyed my hair, i try to do two colours, but ended up not much different..
errrrr, i don't know why i chose purple, but i just dyed it purple..
getting sick with brown, or the brown i'm having right now..
if i want of course i want it pink colour.. but i can't...
also style my hair little bit
the whole dye hair thing took 5 hour..
I did the highlighted first, so it wasted like half an hour already
when i dye the whole hair, there's no different, luckily there still some highlight left and i have to do the highlight again
turns out pretty good, the highlighted part looks like red but towards brown..
as long it's noticeable, it's good..

 my post is getting boring, not really care though...
need new sex pot stocks..
new items are always hot
I need to wait till they show up on cdjapan, i only figure out cdjapan does accept paypal..
I'm not spending extra on commission anymore..god

Need most of the clothes up there, except the 3/4 pants, it's hot but not for fatty like me...
I'm planning to get those long pants, so hot, last or 2 years ago i missed it, similar to that one but more cool..
also the stripe shirt in different colour and the parker,
the bad thing is they already in stock but not in stock on official website, cdjapan won't update until the official site is updated...
ERRR i need those badly....

there's the pants i want!!! the pants only......should i wait..or buy that now..
they uploaded bunch of t-shirts but not those.........

need to make my post longer, so here's some fangirl time..
shou suteki no smairu...
it reminds me last night i dream of me and tora were sleeping together, in some sort of place, seems like it was in studio, and then shou found out we were sleeping together... *cough, and then later when his gone tora hugged me...*cough, what kind of dream was that..
 
anyways, nao ver...

and then saga....mmmmmmmm...... oooo, nao is starring at him..hehehehe

random pics from gazette, it craps me up.......
they so doesn't look like VK people...

 

that's all..
omygd....x3 it's here..YEAH YEAH YEAH!

o, haven't update nearly 2 weeks, broke my record...*cough

 

This is me again with my hands are like ice, too hard to move

I can't download Spongebob season 4 because of my stupid router!!!! my access doesn't work, FOR SOME reason, so i can't accelerate my speed, err, i want spongebob..

Anyway i don't know what happen to me lately
I keep on dreaming,

I dreamt Sugizo, *faint, so close to him,...kya

then next night i dreamt Ancafe, i was in they concert, and then don't know what happen the crowd suddenly got less and less and only left with like no more than 10 ppl, i'm just like what???

I'm sorry but i'm really getting sick of my relatives
if they can't stay here, just freakin go back, they've tried many ways to stay here for like more than 5 years now
and right now there's still nothing to do except wait

If they go back and being put in prison (according to what my mum's said), they can get out within 5 years already
why the fuck if they still want the stay here, the worst chance is that they can't visit Australia again, what's a big deal?? it's just one country, it's boring and sucks anyways

I just don't fucken get it, and worst of all they situation is affecting us, and all i can do is wasting my youth, listening how other people went to here and there and saw this and that and ate this and that with my head goes uh uh with the bitter heart inside.

You want to travel all around the globe before it's too late, and it's already too late for me, for the next 5 years i probably couldn't go anywhere because of this situation and eduaction

If i able to go back, of course i want to, but there's too much circumstances i have to think about, i'm just extremely annoyed with them, i had enough, i'm just gonna ignore them, what ever, be mean, be rude, i don't fucken care because they OWE me or specifically one person

 

I will go on with my freakin essay now

 

p,.s Alice Night white prayer on no.5 oricon, such an impressive record!!!! but Tora wearing glasses with spike half blonde half dark hair??? totally doesn't suit him. Tora, tora tora, my disappoints of him just keeps going on

 

and thankyou for everyone who complimented on my photos, i appreciated!

and happy birthday to redtonic and URUHA! ...and also reita..*cough
so cold so cold

another Saturday night slept from 6 pm till 9 am the next morning
Happen to me once at chinese new year and now happened again

Does anyone know how long BTSSB take to reply you?
If i'm able to, i want to order two items, only..

and geh, i lost bunch of stuff, fine, saves my account balance

 

O god, i spent like 2 hours just to upload AP photos, do i really have that alot of AP items????? and some are not even been taken yet, o god o god

 

There was long weekend, i spent Sun and Mon doing work non-stop, mainly my history, then down to DT, finally down to my maths
o god, i did started my work on Mon like at 11, then i just finish my history towards 3, and then i got DT, then right now 4:27pm and just finished maths

and reminded me i forgot to read my english book, which i need to finish half of the chapter 2 by Thursday, and i haven't even finish chapter 1
such a frustration, you never finish with your school work, but the accomplishment feel is good, still bits and pieces haven't finish, *sigh, so very very stressful and tired

And i haven't eaten anything at all for whole day, more in detail, more than 24 hours i suppose, last night i ate at 8, then after since i haven't eaten anything. I stayed inside and only went out for toilet once. I don't want to eat they food because i'm fucken sick of them. THEY ARE SOOO FUCKEN NOISY

i'm just like can you shut up now???
My language phrase translate into english describe them as "bitches who can scream throughout the street"
Specifically the phrase means a married loud woman screaming at someone on a street that the whole street can hear
It's a chinese literature~ rude i suppose but they are exactly what i described them as

This is what my relatives sounds like, relatives includes my mum, only those two, but literally loud as the whole floor could hear

Thinking about i'm in lolita clothes and hearing outside i'm just like i'm not in a lolita life at all with those YIII YIYIYIYIYI YAYAYAYAYAYA outside.

Therefore i didn't go out. Surprisingly i'm not hungry until now, mabye i didn't walk or did any exercise at all, only my hands were active

And because of that, i download some music to avoid those noisy pollution, i download old songs from Maroon 5, i was bored!!! i stuck at listening snow patrol, then i listened the past playlist for like 2 month already, i need something new, i'm not bother checking up new songs on oricon or JROCK or past songs that i haven't discovered from any bands. The latest one i heard a bit from Jmusic was white prayer, and only a bit

Then i download Fall Out Boy, mmm, it's pretty good i suppose...

I think i have to afford my self a new camera and a phone
ooo, i feel pretty grown up already, have to afford my self everything
maybe because i like to purchase myself rather than hesitate asking my cousin

o well, o god o god, lately i just feel like saying that, the new Nokia N76 is approx 700 dollars, i can probably in 500? that's half of my balance gone, and also another camera cost me bit cheaper, around 300 the most. Just reminds i was suppose to spend on VW rings,

 

I'm freezing~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ really really really badly

 

and i just found out i got tons of pics.... to take..........
missing hips here and there, ....................................
life being a lolita sucks..
If a big fat asian chick with a glasses can do this, then everyone can do it..
gerrrrrrr, by the way ^ that's me

O, it seems like i haven't made a post in a week.....

I got some foot note to do.. so long~

and here's some pic accompanying this post..

i call it, finding relax ma

don't worry~~ more toys coming, includes the boots stand...hehehehe
starts off near my desk, then the bed, then around my bed and then outside
 

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not cute at all................

NEED NEW CAMERA REALLY BAD
CANON IXUS 70 IS MINE!!!!!!!
RAHHHHHHHHH

and i found myself a new enemy, i thought i finally can relax a while and then this bitch came up, she always came up but i never expected her that big...
bitch show-offs everything, i know i am but i'm not like you, you have a serious issue to pay that's a huge impacts on your future, why the fuck you would keep on saving and planning your event when you spent more than 2000 bucks on clothes per time? your event never gonna happen

*shivers.

anyways, EGL new layout new style new rules
absolutely not used to it and i'll be leaving, it seems the new layout very strange to me, it's like it's not EGL anymore
it's a completely strange site to me now
and i will stay out of it

and keep me facing out on some bitches..
no offence or anything, but real bitches, include one of the mods...*cough

 

IT"S FUCKEN RAINING
WHY WHY WHY????

 

Chandon reminds me of uruha, IT"S HUGE!!! just like he said, F1 racer!! hahahahahaha
It's not expensive at all, who said it was expensive?? Gazette manager!!
In here it's not, they have pink version, i wonder what it taste like...

 

Yo, i suppose to update on Wed which is the time i'm writing this crap, but i didn't because i don't have a lot to say

I dragged myself back into a fandom a bit after all those JRR fever

But i didn't really into my Gazette at all, in fact it's all X-japan across my head

it's bit weird, I found they out they are reforming at this end of the year, which i'm very patiently to see Heath once again

People are so lucky can be so close to Yoshiki and by such a coincidence, i'm totally extremely jealous.. but i can't do much can't I

After found out Miyavi is in the band, i know they won't last long, if they ever gonna find a bassist, could be Heath? or J? please?

I'm actually found it quiet weird, when the fuck Yoshiki met Miyavi?

So i'm having a fandom moment, SDD is over, Ancient history i got back my result, what can i say, i failed again, in the class, i pass, but i didn't know the average mark would be very high, i did well as an individual, but in the class, i don't' really think so, those two subject suffers me alot, and i have to choose which one i should drop next year

 

I got back my DT result and report back on Thursday

fucken hell, i did ok, but consider bad at the grade again???

i thought my religion were high but not really compare to my DT one

my DT one is ok, surprise one was the Ancient history one, i'm just on average, which i didnt expected, i didn't get back my SDD result.. what the fuck is that??

you know the teacher is soooooo lazy, she doesn't even know how to teach us for the assessment seriously!!! we all just like how can we have a teacher like this?

 

I also chat with my jrock friend at whole lunch time, which was really good, i mean i really never chat like person to person in jrock, she's very into gackt and stuff
i told her how the new band called "SKIN"< retarded name being formed, and we keep chatting about Gackt, i'm actually surprised why i know so many things about Gackt, she doesn't even know he can speak Mandarin but i know, mmm, bit weird

fucken miyavi, anyways when i told her about Sugizo, she was like Sugizo....? I was like Luna Sea? and then like OOO! Vivian's bf??? i was like YEAH!!!
and then we talking about how they never come here, but they being to Shanghai alot, like Laruku, Luna Sea and stuff, she actually know as well

KYAAAAA, i feel very joyful being talk to her...

we were photocopying our DT stuff and chat keeps going on, started with fashion, our store called Shibuya, complaining how expensive they are, then to cosmetics, then to jrock

 

when i got back I just realized that Gazette went to NY, isn't bit weird? like JRR bands just went back and now they came. i don't like them going to NY, go here instead, i don't care, just go here!!!

I also realized that Shou went to My chemical romance concert, with hiroto i suppose, I KNOW SOOOOOO EMOO!!!!! WTF?????

Also instead of supposing spending on my DS lite and clothes, i actually might have a chance to get my extremely rare long time finding set

i'll show you later, if my friend is able to pay for me....... within TODAY!! she is uper busy~~~~ hope she doesn't forget
it's consider a cheap price for this set, i don't want to lose it, seriously seriously seriously

as for English, topic we finishing is obsession, we have to write about what our obsession is and what we feel towards it,

without a doubt i chose lolita, at first i chose VW though, but i think lolita is better, my substitute teacher is actually very nice and good teacher and she told me she really liked it and very fascinate about it, OO~~ the joy but it was last lesson she is having us, i feel sad, because our normal English teacher never do that, i want that teacher back, afterwards i sort of thought i'm gonna miss some of the best teacher, which mostly i don't have, best one i could think of is my DT, *crap up laughing, and you know his the ONLY male teacher i got out of all subjects, that's why his special, *laugh

 

and guess what, just after we think we can chill a little, our next project is in already, due on Sep 6th, it's long way to go but consider we HAVE YEARLIES next term, we don't actually have much time left, and i'm thinking making a table, so everything that is practical, i have to do in the room, otherwise i won't be able to finish it

i really want a make a skirt or something, but it's really hard, because DT, not like textiles, you really have to think about that issues to do with ergonomics, environment and social impact

 

 

 

it's absolutely freezing in Australia here, never expect would be this cold, towards end of May is freezing like hell, and we have another 3 months cold winter to suffer, hopefully somehow will be warm, towards end of winter, but if not, i'm not bother enough to take photos with my clothes..err

and i haven't discuss with my mum about Manifest, basically i'm missing the second last week of school, just from Friday to Sunday, hopefully, i really want to go all days, but somehow would be boring, i wonder what my mum is gonna do but i'll try to see what happen
It looks better than conventions in here, at least the place is nicer, i'm missing my Social at Taroonga Zoo just for this, i don't really care about my Social anyway, i don't get why the hell they chose the Zoo, it's not that bad, we are not like next to the animal, there have function rooms at the top and can see all Sydney view, but still, bit blah~

anyway if anyone saw the Putumayo 1 week co-ordination is absolutely hot

 

after a bit of rambling around, Miyavi drove a red convertible in LA, when the fuck he got the license??? probably his driving without his license...!!! muahahahahha!

sorry to go back and forth, but just randomly look at the JRR photo, sugizo looks really gold ... *bitter smile, WHY???
yoshiki doesn't look like a 40 year old guy as well...
but sugizo still got his move! his unique or trademark clothes on, awww, sugizo i love you~

sugizo is definitely dai dai dai love
but Yoshiki looks younger than him, i think sugizo might smoked too much?? yada!!!!
Yoshiki looked like a innocent young guy when he smiles
his too sweet, and I HATE HIM RAHH!!!

*HAHA! miyavi looked retarded

kya~ he still got the move~~ he put too much eye liner on, but his inner shirt is soooo his style
I loved it~~~

Sorry i have to laugh at this, THE GUY!!! HE DRESSED NORMAL TODAY!!
don't know him??

his this guy:
 

i still crap up laughing, i can't help it, his expression is too funny!!
apparently this guy and another guy who always dress up as shiro loli, sitting on the chain always appeared on harajuku

and yes i collect his pictures,
can someone direct me where can i find this jumper??
 

i need it!!!! the pink with the "mo e" words

OMYGOD i just notice something, you know the girl behind the stripe sweater fat chick, she is wearing red hat..
isn't she's kaoru_ai??? ro_ren right?? it looks like her, i remember she has a similar or exact same bloomers (A+LIDEL)
what a coincidence,  and again I NEED THAT JUMPER

if i'm able to go to city, hope they still have the jumper... maybe not but hopefully, not much hope is there
o i notice something too, i had the exact same bag as the fat chick has, ALGONQUINS, mmmmmmmm!

 

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